Update on Life

Well Okay.
1.broke up with my boyfriend some time ago.
2. I have a new boyfriend but its long distance, its with my best friend(2 or 3 years) buttttt he lives in colorado im in texas....
3. May 7th I had a panic attack(anxiety attack) In the middle of band class and it lasted 3 hours and during lunch I went in the bathroom and cried
4. so stressed out with school, But garrett(my boyfriend there have been more post about him on here) helps me get through
5. stopped self harming, Its the hardest thing in the world, i prosmised garrett some time ago and now im really stressed and have high anxiety again
6. Garretts girlfriend got shot, before we started dating he was dating this girl named sarah and she stopped talking to him, and he was all mopy about that, it turns out she moved to geramny and didnt tell him so they broke up, and then she was shot....
7. I accidently wiped my itunes of all its music :(
and I think thats it... If you want to help with the stress and stuff PLEASE message me