this FUCKING sucks!!!

The one type of ministry i like at my church is going to no longre run by the guy i like, the one that knows what he's doing. it's going to be run by the bitch i can't stand. and it hurts because they basically seemed to have just kicked him out of it! it' so not cool, and he hasn't been answering any of my messages and i feel so bad cause i dont want to seem like i'm bugging him, but i'm concerned and i sent him a message just now asking what it going on. that i think he should teach it. Shit! i am so irritated. i love human video but if sarah is going to run it i wont be in it, i dont have the patience for her and her thing is dance not human video! i think he's an amazing guy, and i dont think it's fair...i feel sick to my stomach. i'm hoping he'll reply.... :(
i havent felt thin shitty since my Ex treated me like i didn't exist....