progress for once. i think

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progress for once. i think

so today at my therapy, i told my therapist about the fight, and we both agreed the black out part was a scary thing that worried us. (ive inly had two apointments with her) and we talked about my friendship with this kid. and then she asked me why im depressed and anxious (she said ahe grees with.tjat by the way i sit. [legs tightly crossed, sleves covering my hands, holding my knees, twitchy] and that she wants to help with that) if i enjoy having so much fun and i thought about it and told her (granted my body language went from relaxed to tense) that im only like that with people. thats all i could think of. but ive never been able to answer that till today. she also askec when this started and i told her after elementry school. when i lost all my friends because of everyone suden changes in intrest. and mine was the odd one out. i told her about the girl who got me back my social life by just talking to sme and letting me in a group. and i never took time to think of all of this. so i truly feel like it was a great session.