"If it wasent for the fact your my ride, id kick your ass!"

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"If it wasent for the fact your my ride, id kick your ass!"

So ill be the first to admit, im all for joking around at expense of something, my number one rule is take a joke yourself. Im cool with anything being said about me, no matter what it is, and thats why i will say anything, about anyone. But theres always a line. Im the kid that walks around in an old torn pure black jacket, wears a black and blue rocker glove, eyeliner, always wearing band mech, (your basic punk style) and im very openly bi. and im proud of all of it. But lately my friend has been dogging on me pretty hard. At first he didnt give a shit, but now that hes chasing after some girl, whenever shes around thats the only thing he jokes about. Im not sure if hes doing it to impress her or if its starting to bother him. Shes always around and the one night we did hang out he didnt say shit about it, (It also never comes up in band, where shes not around) so thats why i think that. And the part that pisses me off is they both make it clear that the only intrest they have in eachother is purely sex. IDGAF if they fuck, but just do it and get the fuck out of our group. And its not that i cant take the jokes, its just its starting to push me back into thinking im wrong for being the way i am. That i should be like everyone else. I know the biggest thing ive always said is be yourself no matter what, but after going sense middle school without having to take shit from someone, i forgot how hard that is. I feel like the worlds biggest fake and its pissing me off. I just dont understand.