The fast life suits me well. :)

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The fast life suits me well. :)

ahhh, the ability to do what i want is beautimaful! the ability to stop caring 100% is great! i talk to who i want, and know what i want. I may subconsciously be just ignoring all my problems, or hiding my manic depressiveness from myself, but who cares! ill let it hit me all at once! if i had to pick a song to describe how im acting if im not clear enough, it would be the Uno, Dos, and Tres album that Green Day released. Partying, running around, and just doing life right! It feels so great! acting on impulse! had my shit packed up and planing a trip to New York to wanting to go to Europe in seconds! Life is finally fast enough to not bore me to tears. i love it! the pills help, but i think there whats making me act on pure impulse! dont worry, im not going out breaking the law, im just living it up! wanting to go do things, see things, do something!!! I LOVE IT! i never want to slow down, but i feel all the things going on in life are going to hit me all at once, and its going to knock me down. and hard. but till that...