I've decided that I'm done being what everyone wants me to be. I'm through with trying to a scientist, or a lawyer like my mom wants. I'm sick of trying to please everyone. I'm going to be a goddamn writer, whether everyone wants me to or not. I'm going to sit outside in the pouring rain with papers and a pen, putting the pen in my hair afterwards because I've managed to lose the cap. I'm going to have tea parties with my imaginary friends, and talk to my story characters because they're all like me. They all understand me. I'm done with being happy when I don't want to be.I am a dreamer. I am a story untold, a song not yet sung. I am a wish not yet granted. And I'm going to be ME. Not anybody else. Me. And if I want to sing songs at the top of my lungs, so fucking be it. I'll sit alone with MCR and Green Day playing full blast as I write. I'll sit and wonder if a7x would've been any different if Jimmy hadn't died. I'll salute the dead and the damned and dance with the devil. I'm done cutting my hands on shards of my broken dreams. I'm over with smashing my dreams to begin with. I'm tired of forgiving. I just want to forget. I'm through with giving up. I'm done with giving in.
-Chemical_Insanity
