I hate life at the moment

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I hate life at the moment

Another bad day. And it started with a shitty morning. So my mood fucking sucks, to say the least. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to beat my bed post with bare fists until my knuckles bleed or the wood splits or both. But I can't fucking do any of that. My body doesn't allow me to cry. Screaming would bring mom to attention, as would destroying the bed post. I just... UGH! I hate life right now. I just need someone to talk to right now. I just need someone's fucking help because I'm not o-fucking-kay and I'm falling apart and anytime I say I'm doing fine, on here or otherwise, I'm fucking lying. I'm always wanted to breakdown lately and I need help.
Someone please talk to me...

-Chemical_Insanity