Fully Alive

I like this guy... I have for a while... and I'm going to ask him out tomorrow. I'm really nervous just thinking about it... cause I tried to yesterday and it didn't go so well... but I'm going to try again. He didn't say no... I just sort of chickened out. But I'm going to do it tomorrow!
Agh can't stop thinking about him now.
His name is Chase. He's amazing. He loves Borderlands and Assassins Creed (like me!) and he's funny and he's a really great guy. He always gives me hugs, too, which makes my day. He doesn't know how often I need those hugs to pull me together for the rest of the day. He cheered me up on Valentines Day. He cheered me up when none of my friends could make it for my birthday. And he cheered me up today when I didn't feel good enough... when I felt like I wasn't worth anything, when I felt like I should just give up. Not on life, rest assured, but on a passion of mine.
...I need to calm down hehe. Otherwise I won't be able to sleep, and wouldn't that suck?
Wish me luck! I'm going to need it.

-Chemical_Insanity