Dead Bite

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Dead Bite

The bad mood I mentioned earlier this week STILL hasn't lifted, and even though yesterday was supposed to be a bullying awareness day, you know what happened? I kept getting made fun of. And, turns out that one chick who I THOUGHT was my friend isn't, and she was in 3 of my 4 classes yesterday. And in each of those three classes... she kept picking on me. THIS is why I hate Day of Silence. It doesn't do shit.
And then I tried talking to me girlfriend about it but she was busy, so I spent last night filled with sadness and pain all alone with no one to talk to and... I'm sick of it. I'm sick of it all. I want it all to stop, but I know it's not going to. I'm not going to show up to school one day and it's magically all going to stop. Not unless I came to school as a ghost, cause then I wouldn't be here anymore.
It's....I don't know. I know that this is life, but if this is all that's going to happen to me for three more years, then I don't want to live.

-Chemical_Insanity