Just a quick rant.

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Just a quick rant.

Ugh, I hate this so much. I really hate it. Going back to school will be the death of me. And even though I think I may need the help of my friend, there is no way in hell that I can pluck up enough courage to actually talk to her about the things bothering me. I'm so done with being Miss Invisible. Bleck.

And thing thing is, I don't want what I though I wanted. And don't need advice on what to do anymore. I just need to talk. That's all, and I can't. So here I'm am, not able to do a thing about it... Now I just want want to lay outside and think of nothing. Like I was before. I want to not think. Stop existing for a bit. I want to dream. Oh, life. No one told me it would be so hard.