More lies

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More lies

I am so fucking tired of lying to my parents about my self-harm, but I can't tell them the truth. They found some tissues in the trashcan (how I don't know. I covered them up pretty good...) and asked what happened and I told them I did it shaving. And it's not just to my parents. I was in volleyball practice and apparently my cuts busted back open and got blood all down the side of my shorts. I don't know what I'm going to do when I have to change in the locker room. My school has a new rule that we can't change in the bathroom anymore, we have to change in the locker room. What am I going to say? That shit is going to fucking ruin my life and I can't stop.
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