Life in general ( so does that entitle me your god) ?

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Life in general ( so does that entitle me your god) ?

So stressed out I drew a murial of my life today but it was shitty since I can't draw without tracing

But it represented radioactivity in my life which means the radioactivity is me trying to find my cause and purpose in life and everyone around me dragging me around like a rag doll.

Then I drew a grim reaper with a golden skull and blood teeth because in life you have battles where you get bloody but from wealth brings you death. In other words the more wealthy you are the more obsessed with power and fame you become , so you become mental and Croke on your on disease.

Anyways I'm supposed to be going to some mental disorder AA/NA 12 step program ? I'm like fuck that if there aren't people that have a) self harmed , b) tried to commit suicide, c) had a goth / Emo stage or d) been arrested in juvenile then no I'm not going cuz no one will understand me.