Lost Friend

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Lost Friend

So today I found out that one of my best friends(or who i thought was my best friend), was talking about me behind my back :/ Called me a slut, whore, faggot, skank, STD infested... Cool. Thanks... and two of my other good friends (so i thought) agreed with her. Wtf?
I dont understand half of those names. Like why im being called those names... I dont "mess around" with tons of guys. The one who called me those names does and ive NEVER said anything like that to or about her. Like, i dont understand this at all?

And Im expected to "make a choice" tomorrow morning between my best guy friend since 7th (thought it was 6th) grade, who i admit i have some, very little, but some feelings for... or this guy who Ive like... fallen in love with.
Tomorrow morning is when im expected to chose. I shouldnt have to chose anyone. this is ridiculous.
Like, shit! The way these two are acting too, is like they both have a gun pointed at them and what one do i jump in front of? or their both falling off a cliff and i can only save one... id rather jump after them, or take a bullet for both.

ugh....
25 1/2 days until I see Hollywood Undead!! :D <3