I've got my fucking Ambulance :)

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I've got my fucking Ambulance :)

My Chemical Romance means so much to me... i dont know where I'd be without them.
Gerards fucking voice, Ray and Franks guitar, and Mikey's bass all together keeps me alive. They're beautiful to me, they're beyond inspirational and beyond moving or whatever.
I'm sure im not the only one who would not be here if it weren't for them.
I may have never seen a concert (sadly, but if theres a CW tour i probably am) and i may not have met them, but their stories and their music, just.. speaks to me i guess.
When I'm depressed, I listen to them, and i live and i become happy.
When I'm happy, I listen to them and become even happier.
When I'm mad, I listen to them.
Its nearly impossible to describe how much they mean to me, and how they've helped me.
They're a big reason why I've survived many things. Depression, anxiety, night terrors, sleep insomnia, big family problems and other things i dont feel like i need to mention, insecurity, being bullied, being treated like shit, Ive survived.
So yeah, Im not one of the luckiest people in the world, but i feel like i am lucky that i found something, some people, some extraordinary people that made my life worth it. Their music is amazing, their wonderful people, and i... i really dont know how to describe it. They help me through the bad times and the good, some people say, Its just music, but its not.
We killjoys know that. Its more than music. Its life. Music is expression. Its our high. Its OUR way of life. and My Chemical Romance.... i... they're... yeah. Im done.

~RitalinLithium~