Its a bad dream

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Its a bad dream

I.. okay. my thoughts on the break up are all messed up...
They have their reasons.. I feel love for every band member and i hope they're alright in the end..

But me.. and other killjoys and members of MCRmy, are devastated. i know what MCR was to me. I will never be able to truly say how much i love and cherish them. I dont know what to write for you guys. i really dont. my mind is in a fog and i cant see much because tears have been in my eyes ever since i found out... im hoping this isnt really the end. im hoping its just a bad dream.. a nightmare... one of the worst. I mean... a bunch of people related to MCR said "Excited for whats next for the boys" something like that... theres gotta be something else.... doesnt there?.... My chem wouldnt just leave us with a paragraph...

yes Gerard long tweeted, but thats not enough... it cant be. it wont be.. i feel like they may have something up their sleeves...

if they dont.. MCR fans need to stay together and continue to be a family and carry on their love and music...

if they are truly done... then they are... it hurts... so much to be honest... i cant move without thinking of this, without tears threatening my eyes because it may really be over with...

I will always... ALWAYS love the 4 who stayed through it all.. Gerard, Mikey, Frank, and Ray... all four of them are me heros and always will be.. the band, will never leave my favorite band place. But when i saw that picture... i knew what i had to do...

I have to, and i do.. promise to stay strong no matter what. I will do it for Gerard, Mikey, Frank, and Ray.. because they have done so much for us already..

MCR will always be in my heart... i cant express it...i just cant...

With love, and hope you can promise too,
Rita.... Brittany <3