I need advice, please!

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I need advice, please!

i just recently started talking to an ex and we flirt alot, and we talk about our time before we broke up and stuff. long story short, he was my first love, i'll always love him i feel. i did kind of want to start things up again but i wasnt sure.
i thought things were going good, i thought i might be able breath and feel 100% happy again!
we were talking about normal stuff and he sends me this:
i hope its okay for you if we stay friends and nothing more ?
my heart just... hurts. i dont know if i want to cry, hit something, i dont know...
i dont want to be just friends with him. i want to be able to just sit in his arms because i KNOW him. he's not an ass. he wouldnt try anything. hes the one who can make me be myself and smile real for once. idk if i can be just friends with him! :(
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well, another thing i might be talking to my gym teacher(who i trust alot) today about how my depressions getting and how its getting bad and im really fucking nervous! :(

just another vent/need of advice

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