Breaking Points

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Breaking Points

Im being so overwhelmed again.. I lost one of my BEST friends.. of almost 4 years.. yeah its not THAT long, but he pretty much means the world to me... hes the one im fallin for (suckish enough)
but rumors of course are going around my school and people are saying im starting them and hes believing them and is mad at me.. i havent said anything!!it shouldnt and i know it isnt but i feel like its the end of the world :/
i relapsed to :(
my ex raised a hand to hit me...
my moms tearing my other best friend away from me because they got into a fight (yeah the girls a couple years younger than my mom, but shes cool, and i guess im mature for my age (?) )
school... grades suck...
and today i heard a girl yell out to me "Lets dye our hair and slit our wrists" Im like... awesome. just what i need...
im on the verge of my breaking point which im scared to know what ill do.. im scared of my thoughts and what i have and of being alone.

well,, now im watching episode after episode of Teen Wolf, stuffing my face with candy.. great.