READING <3

So i went Reading and saw mcr and it was fucking awesome i got to the rail and stayed there for 10 hours for mcr XD
But ... now i dunno i've seen them twice and i really wanted them to be signing or to meet them and just seeing them walk away off stage again knowing i wouldnt have a chance to meet them again for a long time just made me die a little inside. Is that normal ?
I really wish i could meet them so much :'(