im beginning to realise, ive been so unaware and im really sorry sometimes i think i barely know you even though my whole of highschool has been spent listening to you, i know alot about you and all but suddenly i feel so unaware its beginning to scare me.
i should have listened to what you were really saying not what everyone else was hearing, and you know now i have read those words you sang to me the other day im scared, im scared that i could be so naive and im scared that i missed so much. i wish id known sooner that what you were talking about, those songs you were reeling off to me the other day, all those plans you had, i wish id realised sooner that for those to happen youd have to die first, wouldnt you. now im worried, im sorry that i used to hate you, im sorry that for a short period of time i sided with the enemy and im sorry on behalf of my friends because they still are, but you know most of all im sorry that for the past three weeks after getting to know who you really are im sorry i didnt realise and now im sorry that no one else will.
so because you will never read this because you are not a my chem fan, because i know these words will never get to you , insert name here im sorry that i will never confront you about this, and im sorry that in a few weeks time im going to let you and your band down in a billion ways.
