there is no specific positive thing, i just wasnt sure what to call it, blog is far too whatsit, formal.
anyway as i said, there is no specific thing that is positive, i just feel recently ive been a rather depressing person, in a rather depressive kinda thing.
however today the sun is shining through my bedroom window and its really warm which is strange, cause its freezing everywhere else, i guess this is the optimum heat place in England, i feel very privileged that the sun would choose to shine on me today instead of someone else.
bob dylan is singing through my speakers and i am now in possession of a rather fetching sweater.
i also figured out what i wanna do at college and what my backup plan is gonna be so ya know its going good.
i just gotta sort out where im actually gonna go.
i dont know i guess i could say that today the sun has shone on me and shone away all the bad stuff, and even though in my mind there is still a little voice saying, your directly related to a bunch of twats, theres a bunch of twats and you have their genes, you could be like them. i cant really hear that voice because theres an even louder voice saying, "shut the fuck up with all this negativity, your just a pesimistic negative vibe merchant, just chill and have some herbal tea" whilst stamping on the little voice, and as the day goes by the little voice gets quieter and quieter.
i mean itll be back nice and strong tomorrow when i go to school and i have to be nice to certain people, today is good and you should live in the present not live worrying about the future and what you think will happen because most the time what you think and worry about happening never actually happens.
so yeah.
killjoyoff
