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I had a dream last night about my aunt. We called her A. She was married to my uncle, Charles. I was soooo close to her. she was my best friend. She died when I was three. It's always made me really sad, but never as upset as I was last night. Me and my older brother were standing in the kitchen and A was in her bed. We left from my grandparents house really quickly and all rushed to her house, but no body would tell me what was going on. we got to her house and my parents, grandparents, a, and charles were in A's room, but they wouldnt let me and my brother go in. I heard A scream... she never screamed.. so out of instinct I ran to the door to make sure she was okay... big mistake... I cracked the door (I wasnt allowed in the room) and saw A in her bed, clenching her chest and crying. I saw everyone crying.. including my dad... im fourteen and that was the only time I ever have seen my dad cry.. I was a little girl at the stage that thought daddy was a superhero and nothing could ever hurt daddy... then i saw his tears and my heart broke... no one else noticed i was in the room, except A... she looked at me and I could see the pain in her eyes, but she never said anything to let them know i was in the room... I blew her a kiss and whispered "i love you A".. she was still able to understand what was going on because she was looking at me when she said "i love you too" and her eyes closed... i was still only a three year old innocent girl... I whispered sweet dreams.. but she was gone...