im sick of it!

Im sick of feeling sick all the damn time!
i wake up with my stomach stabby pains, i cant sleep because i feel sick, i cant eat anything because everything hurts.
You know what, this is some cruel joke okay, and im actually getting sick of it!
My life some cruel joke, and im sorry for any of my buddys who have to put up with me.

*sigh* i just wish id stop hurting all ready.
i just wish i could say my opinion without getting in trouble
sometimes i wish i wasnt born, my friends would be better off, my family would be too.

again i really think my life is some cruel joke im supposed to suffer through..

sorry for my rant, i had to let it out otherwise itd be bottled up until i actually walked into traffic... again