"Stand up fucking tall."

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"Stand up fucking tall."

I think I'm going insane. Either that, or my best friend is. All I can say is we're BEST friends. We are as close as best friends can get. Or at least, we WERE as close as best friends could get. Okay we were talking all day Sunday, then I had to go to sleep. So I went to bed, woke up in the morning, I had a message from her as usual, so I replied and then went to school. When I got home from school there was no message waiting from her, which is extremely unusual. She eventually sent me a message at 8pm my time, which is 2pm her time because we live in different countries, the message said literally this "Heyyyyyzoiakh leaned" so I replied back "wtf?" because, well, I was confused! No reply came that night, so I went to bed. Then this morning I woke up and went on Facebook and she was online. It would have been 2am where she is and she goes to a boarding school so that's really weird in itself because they have 'lights out' at 10 I think... anyway, so I said hey and she replied with "Hi" which she never says. It's always "hey" or "boo." So I replied with "hey..." obviously the '...' was referring to how freaking weird this whole thing was.

Then, my best friend in the entire universe who I've known for almost two years, who has been with me through thick and thin, who I know more about than anyone else in the world, sent me a message that said "Do I know you?" To which I said "Sara...?" (her name). She simply replied with "Yes?" (she never says yes, it's always yeah) I sent back "What's going on..?" and didn't get an answer.

It's been 9 hours. I always get a reply by now.

And now, I just want to curl up and go to sleep, and never wake up.