"And I Know There's Nothing I Could Say To Change That Part."

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"And I Know There's Nothing I Could Say To Change That Part."

I hate change.

I haven't seen my best friend since October, but I saw her today. We've been talking every day on Facebook since we last saw each other, and it seemed like everything was normal. But I'd been at her house only a few hours before the arguments started. It was clear that things had changed, and once again, change had taken someone really important in my life away from me. I've changed a lot, and she's changed a lot. She completely ignored me for an hour while talking to her boyfriend on the phone, completely ignored me. She apologised afterwards, but it was an hour. Of course I wasn't going to forgive her. She made me sit through things like her getting ready for a party or a tv show I clearly expressed my hate for. So that's why I feel terrible. That's why I'm going to take a fresh start when I get home, no longer depending on her to make my life that little bit better. That's why I'm going to let go, find a new best friend who I actually have something in common with.

That's why I love change.