All Silent Save the Dripping Rain

You know that feeling when you find out that your friends did something really, really fun without you and you feel left out and just generally pissed off? Yeah, it sucks.
Sometimes I wish I could just be happy all the time but obviously I'm not that kind of person.

Also, I live in the middle of nowhere, we're the only house for miles so we have our own weather, practically. I find it so ironic, yesterday and this morning I was all jet lagged and confused and my house was shrouded in thick fog. Now I'm tired and depressed, and the rain has started. I just want to curl up and sleep, but jetlag has ensured I won't.