friends

So i have two best friends and they used to hate each other and i found it really hard. Now they are friends and when we all hang out i feel like im missing something i dont get the jokes any more i dont like the same music and i always feel left out. But the hardest thing is it feels like thy plan to do this to push me away and it really upsets me. And to top it all off everyone in my family is fighting wiht each other. I just really wish i was someone else sometimes.
NeOn BlOoD XxX