Horrible stomach cramps :(
Me and nearly all of my biology class (bar 2 people) have to redo our biology mock because we got really low marks. (E's and U's which is probably equivalent to the American F...but I don't know :/) If you don't get a decent mark then we won't do the biology exam in January and fuck knows what that'll mean. I have to do so much studying but the motivation isn't there. Also have to work out what I want to do with my future seeing as I won't get the grades for Uni...sixth from is so hard and I am not really coping but I have to because I don't want to let my parents down. Haven't told my granparents that I'm not going to Uni, they think I'm still going to be a doctor. I was nearly in tears after the teacher stipped talking about her disappointment and how we won't do the exam...I'm really bad at biology and all this stress will probably make me worse. I'm terrible under pressure, I just need time to think. One of the girls in my class actually punched the wall and then started crying because she does a lot of revision even though she talks a lot in class. We're all just like shit. and we all think we'll fail because, it's just so fucking hard. I'm so glad I wasn't having a bad day before now. My parents are going to be pissed...I really can't do this sixth form anymore it'll actually kill me.
So thinking of coming to America for a gap year...any tips?
