some days you wake up and think 'this is going to be a good day' and then it all goes to shit
other days you wake up and think 'this is going to be a rubbish day' and it turns out good
I hate some days
so i told my tutor about my depression because i can't get a doctor appointment for about 2 weeks...i was so nervous and scared i was squeezing my hands so tight that they were white for ages. i'm glad i told her though because although it doesn't seem like a weight off my shoulders, its out there and i can't run any more.
My mum bought Band Hero! We have 2 guitars (one Les Paul style) drums and a mic - I'm Not Okay is getting over played!
Yesterday, my sister's friend was ill so she sold me her ticket and we went to see The Famous Class, Double A and Behind The Noise. I had heard of none of these bands before but we went mental and had so much fun - Headbanging, circle pit with 5 people (there were about 20 people altogether) mosh pit, human pyramid, piggy back rocking AND me, my sister and her friend had 2 songs dedicated to us - 1 by Behind The Noise and one by The Famous Class XD
Head still hurts...
Got tonsilitus again...I want to murder it...but i can't get my tonsils out because i haven't had 5 bouts of it in a year, cus you know a week off school every time i get it means nothing - not like i want to pass exams or anything (i'm slightly annoyed if you couldn't tell)
Realised that some people get me down because of the way they act...For example they'll say don't do something and then do it themselves
Bye for now beautiful people of the world!
Raven Candy
-Hugs- :)
