i try to sit and silent but what i want to do is just go home,,,

i miss my hometown,,
miss my friends to hang out,,,
i dont want to get home seeing family and things...
(mom perhaps,,she is the reason why i stay longer at home)
but i really want to just to feel the atmosphere,,,,,
hang out at the park,,play swing,,smoke a lot,,(im legal..dont worry)
drink yogurt,,,

really all i want to do is just go home.....
shit....
*sigh