i just dont want to messing up this time!

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i just dont want to messing up this time!

like things are just so depressingly confusing and i just have fucking no clue,
and i'm feeling quite weird with myself,,
like too self-conscious but also i know i could messed up,,
geeez,,
i missed the time when school is the only thing i could afraid of,,i've already distracts myself like thousand times and doing anything i could possibly do to make myself calm,,
but yeeaaaah,,
just didnt work quite well,,
aaarrrrrggggh,,

never let them take you alive,die with your mask on!
XOXOXOXOXO