Am I nerd???

ShiT!Shit!Shit!!!
We had a training test today. And I couldn't come, cuz i feel sick, having temperature. and feeling like a smashed potato. I know, you would say that I'm nerd, and should be happy not to have this fucking test. But unfortunetly, this tests are very important.
I'm in the 11-th form. That is the last year at school. So we have special test called "smth National Test"(tried to translate). During the last year we have training tests. The test has 5 subjects: Math, Kazakh History, Kazakh language, Russian language and the fiifth subject(i chose English). Every subject has 25 questions, so overal there are 125 tasks. Why this is so important? Look, I've been studying at A level all 11 years and if I'll have A's at all subjects at this test I wiil have a "Golden Medal", I'll have a scholarship. Do I want to study for free? Hell, yeah!! I must have
Math - 20-25 points
History - 21-25 points
Russian L- 21-25
Kazakh-21-25
English -21-25 to prove my golden medal.

The results of my last training test
Math -15 - B
History 15 - B
Russian L - 20 -A
Kazakh L - 21 - A
English -22-A And that sucks!!!! Fucking Math!!! Shit I love it, but sometimes it just freaks me out!