Im Still Alive!

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Im Still Alive!

So its been awhile since I been here and alot has changed since then. I had to move:( sucks cause I have no friends yet where im at now. I miss my old friends alot:( I been really sick and the doctors are doing 9 million test to figure out what is wrong. Basically I cant eat and I sleep alot and when I try to do stuff I get so tired and weak. In other news I was diagnosed with PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) by my therapist apparently this why I lock the doors when Im by myself and cant sleep in the dark. Moving was suppose to help me get away from bad memories so my parents say. Also, my girlfriend cheated on me and broke up with me while I was in the hospital. I thought that was really nice, NOT!!!! Im trying to move on. I dont believe in love, it sucks and it hurts alot:( So im still alive and wondering why.