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So im pretty sure im bi polar:< lately i've been under alot of stress. im trying to take care of my little brother cause my mom is like not around much and then i babysit my nephew. thing is i tell people yeah i can do this or that and then i get so overwhelmed i go into a deep depression cause i feel like a failure and then instead of the happy me im all sad. its like a rollacoaster i go up in down with my mood. i never go out much anymore or do anything for myself. i have like 2 friends and their both like seriously u shouldnt have to do everything so take a break and im like no u dont understand i have to do this and that .then im battling anorexcia again..yeah i know i should starve myself. i already lost 5lbs. im not overweight but these stupid preps said i should loose weight so it started my starving myself again:< i feel hopeless sometimes but at least i got my gf and mcr music to help me