up all night...

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up all night...

again. im really not surprised.....fourth time this week. i really dont even know what is wrong with me. ive always had an inomnia problem.....but this is just crazy! ill go to bed at seven am...hows that? not very healthy i suppose, haha!! well the interweb is slowly ceasing to amaze me.....maybe ill try to sleep now.....its just everything around me is casting scary shadows.....becuase i may or may not be a teenage girl clutching a stuffed animal, scared of the dark, waiting for the monster to come out of the closet and kil me. meow. i went to the beach today, it was really sunny. not my favourite day. my mum says that juts randomly stating my feelings will help me sleep easier at night, but quite honestly its not working but im willing to keep stating things...except im running out of emotions and thoughts to state. im not a very thoughtful person at 6:37 am. im listening to The Vaccines, i like them, not as much a mcr.......my chem is definatly my favourite band, no doubt. ive been really into makeup latley, i just got a pallet of 120 colours of eyeshadow......yum. i just did a gradation of pink to orange to yellow on one eye and on the other, black to purple to a slate gray colour. my tear ducts are going crazy...im literally crying out of one eye and the other is just dry......just completly dry.....dry. i really want food, but i feel sickness. i was at the beach wth my friend the other day and she had lots of sand in her suit so she told me to sit in the passenger seat of her car while she changed into real clothes and so i did, and asked her why she wasnt scared that people would walk by and see her changning and she told me that the windows were tinted,but apparently not enough cause all of a sudden we hear rapid knocks on her windows and it turned out to me my mum who ran into us there, saw the car, saw that the sun was so bright it left the windows completly transparent and the whole busy beach parking lot could see her pulling sand outta her nether-regions. so if youre still reading this....dont be a stranger, you probably now know more about me than you ever need to sooooo, how/who/what are you? tell me about yourself if i canask that without being creepy. actually screw being creepy, please tell me your goals/ambitions/dreams. good night moon, goodinght children and those older than me, goodnight all...