Today I could write about so many things boy problems,lost friendships,possible cannibals and so many more but I'm gonna talk about this.
On Thursday 26th April 2012 at around 10:53pm My Chemical Romance saved my life I'd had enough and I could think of so many people better off without me from my family to my friends 98% of them would be better off without me I even broke my sisters leg when I was 3 so yeah that paints a picture the only good thing left in my life was music and my friends but I think I've lost half of them any way I was in my bed I was planning it out I even wrote a letter saying how I wanted my funeral and I when I got out of bed as I reached for those pills to give myself an overdose My Chemical Romance started playing and I just dropped the pill and fell on to my bed crying there is so much that I have to live for I have to raise hell in my haters lives,start a band and be bass guitar,get tattoo's,dye my hair,see MCR live and say thankyou I don't care if no one likes me I don't care if the world fuckin hates me I am going to live loud and proud fuck the bitches who have nothing better to do than take the piss out of me,fuck the people who hate me,fuck the daily mail and fuck the world motherfuckers Aviiis Cyanide Sulfar Wonderland is here to fuckin stay I'm still gonna be here tomorrow drunk as hell and having fun as these four fuckin amazing guys saved my life I am never gonna give in to all the bitches that hate me no I'm still gonna be here loud as ever you may not notice me but I will be here My Chemical Romance may have to save me again but I'm never gonna give in this fuckin beutiful song has saved my life and the funny thing is this is the secound MCR song I ever heard and this is the secound time MCR has saved my life I give you My Chemical Romance - DEAD!
Don't give up my life may never get better but I'm still gonna be here whatever the shit I have to put up with.
peace.eyeliner and more MCR!!!!
aviiis cyanide sulfar wonderland
