Opening Up A Little By Little...

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Opening Up A Little By Little...

I was so stupid so dumb to think I liked him I never did it was just my stupid self concious telling me I did because a lot of people kept telling me I should well it's time for me to stop listening to them and listen to my heart and right now my heart beats for one man alone ... ASHLEY PURDY!Don't let people force you into believing something that you know in your hearts not true or not right you only end up hurting yourself and that can do serious damage when it comes to love I still have trust issues and I'm still as paranoid as ever because according to my ex-counsellor(I don't see her anymore as I just felt like I was wasting her time and it's true becuase I was) I quote "In your head the whole worlds out to get you" The problem is she doesn't know everything because she's also a teacher at my school she tells my mum stuff and I don't particually want her to know that stuff another reason why I quit.But now I might have to go and see her again thanks to my ex-friend thank you very much she apparently doesn't even know what she did wrong.OMFG she drives me insane she should fuckin' know I hate her all she does is blame me for everything she doesn't even treat me like a human :'(

sorry for getting all emotional I'll explain in more detaial tomorrow but for now I'm gonna go...

peace.eyeliner and more MCR!!!!
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