The first picture is of me in summer last year,before i was afraid to make the change to rock i loved it i just didn't want people to know it.
The second picture is of me at christmas 2011pretending to be happy and having a good time when really i was more self centered than ever then the final picture is of me a few days ago no sloppy foundation just me being me i may not be able to have my dream haircut or tattoo's but someday soon i will be able to.Looking back people still find it hard to believe that before January 30th 2012
I was afraid to be different i wasted hundreds of pounds trying to fit in and be cool but I'm glad i made the change when I did as otherwise I may not be here today and I may be further down the depressing spiral I was stuck in I may have done several things i would have regretted becoming a rock fan or "emo" has really tested my friendships i have lost so many friends including my best friend who i'd been friends with for 12 years of my life 12 YEARS then she turned on me and wrecked so many of my friendships and i didn't see that she was the one stirring it all but at least now I have a true best friend and I have made new friends who i know i don't have to think twice about asking for help from.
Thankyou My Chemical Romance,Thankyou MCRmy,Thankyou Mum and Dad even if sometimes i hate you and i wish to be adopted i should be glad even if you do hate my 2nd favourite band and you won't let me own anything by them that you love me and your not abusive and you've given me a good quality of life,Thank you music rock,metal,alternative,jazz,brass and orchestral It brings tears to my eyes to think I'm no longer afraid to say this but thankyou ,thankyou to my friends who have stuck by me i love you guys so much and thankyou to my music teacher miss g you are the best you've taught me so much and I''m not afraid to walk into songwriting perform the most heaviest screamiest thing i can and not care how much everyone apart from 4 people in that class hate me and I'm not afraid to say I play the tenor horn ,the french horn,the keyboard/piano and guitar and soon bass I'm not afraid.I'm actually crying right now Thank you everyone so much i love you all.
Now take the weapon and run with it.
Cyanide Kiss
