The light behind your eyes x <3

I have two pieces of sad info today,

early in January one of my closest friends from school got Meningitis and sadly died x <3

also the 31st of Jan was the date of my nan's death 12 years ago.... <3

I miss them both so much xx it's been hard on all my friends with the death of Daisy. Even if they didnt know her, because I spoke so highly of her. My best friends have been really supportive saying awww in the right place and telling me it gets better and for them I tell them it has... But being honest, it hasnt. I'm still finding it really hard with what happened xx

What should I do? Xx

Good News...

KERRANG! next saturday!!! <3