SO it’s a big day for all things mcr. I'm so happy we're getting a chance to hear the stuff they came up with before danger days. But right now in my own little life some s***t has gone down :/ I think blogging helps so here I go (drumroll please). Tonight was the last time I was going to see my best two friends before I go to uni/college next week. SO we all went out and got nice and drunk with everyone else to be waved off to the wider world. I should inform you that I am hopelessly, deeply, truly, pathetically in love with one of these best friends. When it came to actually saying goodbye, of course I couldn't just be cool and hug her, tell her I'll miss her and let her go, jeez. With me being me, I had to get my other friend to hold my drink while I ran out of the club and down the road after her. We then did the whole 'dramatically run towards each other' thing and hugged. And right here, my friends, is where my little problem occurred. Do I just hug her and leave my feelings alone? Do I confess all to her? NO. The problem was, she already knew I liked her that way so I was torn. But instead of embarrassing myself even further, I kissed her unexpectedly and ran (like a loon) SO, in conclusion, fuck the world. Love SUCKS if they don’t love you back xo
