You know you can calm down when... music like that meets your ear.

I got the Scrubs sountrack for 5 seasons. The music is awesome. Although it drowns me in my fantasies about future even more, I seem to be really calm lately. I love Joshua Radin's Winter, and Eels' fresh feeling the most.

I had an awesome dream today, I was Lily Cole and was about to get married with Marilyn Manson. The place was awesome, and the orchestra played Evaline's La De Da. My shoes were awesome too. Awww.

And the part "...a warm december with you..." really seems to warm my heart ;-)
It's just being. A few indie songs affected me so much. Maybe it's about loneliness now, but I try to mend.