Just have to keep on running right?

So I am already planning my summer journey...It's funny that I had tickets and a ride to go to bamboozle and now im pretty much cant go...I lost my one and only opportunity to see the people who have saved me many times...but now my brother is out looking for me and well...I don't wanna be found...especially now. I am fine where I am. My depression has decreased a bit and I no longer have the urge to punch a hole in the wall. I truly do have a bff. :) I will update you guys tommorrow on my journey so far.