Hello, Im Angel for those who dont know. I have had some trouble with weight latley and if you know me then you know that ive also had trouble with depression and eating disorders. Well most recently I ahev been given news that I will be moving for the 14th time in my life (im 15) and ive been quite depressed and ive been over eating and gaining weight becasue for some dumbass reason i like to turn to food since i fought my eating disorder to a bloody pulp. I want to lose weight and i just need some motivation from you guys becasue i have no family that really cares an=bout me becasue they seem to hate that im a soldier of the MCRmy. I do NOT want to go back into the eating disorder that i had before becasue i had it for about 2 years and got to very low weight of 76 pounds and eventually my hair started to fall out and thats not good. I want to lose quite a bit of weight becasue through this last year i have been so stressed and depressed and had no one to turn to i just munched on snakcs all day like Gir. I want to lose 40 pounds before school starts (though im homeschooled so no one really sees me) so i feel confident enough to go to the mall with my future love of my life Kyle and not feel embaressed. I used to be very confident but that all went down the drain when i had to fught my eating disorder on my own, no one really reconis=zed that i was losing weight so rapidly and so no one seemed to know i even had a disorder in the first place. I just need the help from my international family on my way to heathyier life. my first stop is that im going vegitarien becasue i went to peta.com and that chicken did not diserve what it got and it scared the shit out of me so im horrifyed at even thinking about eating any kind of meat. I will be posting a blog with my weight and my progress prabaly every 2 weeks so i need that motivation to keep going and when im done ill prabaly post a picture of the new and healty me.... can i get the motivation from you guys and any tips from my fellow killjoys?
