i love YOU

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i love YOU

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i have a problem.... i´m in love with my best friend! i already told her that i´m bi but i didn´t tell her that i´m in love with her. i mean she´s my best friend and i don´t want to lose her or something just because i´m in love! but i can´t stop thinking about her and even i didn´t tell, i think she knows it because i always looked at her with this oh.i.love.you-look....you know?
well now that she knows that i´m interested in girls it seams like she knows that i´m interested in HER.....
well the other reason i didn´t tell her is because she told me that she´s in love with a boy and i don´t think she like girls because she was a bit like "really?you are bi?????wtf!!!!" and otherwise she would have understood that......
my other problem is i think my other best friend is in love with me. he always look at me with this strange look i look at her and today at school when i sat next to him he always put his hand on my shoulder and he petted me but maybe he just did that because we are friends and i just construed it wrong......
i´m really confused!
but all i know at the moment is that i love her and i just want her, nothing else!
oh shit why did i do that??? i don´t want to love my best friend!
but she´s so perfect...my little miss perfect......and she has a really beautiful smile and when she start giggeling it sounds likie a guinea pig xDDDDDD and she can´t draw anything because it always looks bad but my room is full of her drawings because for my eyes they are wonderfull and i really miss her because it´s friday and wah that makes me sad...........
i just think about her every second and smile because she´s so perfect for me.
I LOVE YOU

with blood & silence
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