first school day and i feel like i'm in prison

so today was first day t school after summerholiday...well...when they started i was sick of it, i was dipressed and in this six weeks i felt like it got better...well i returned and i feel like nothing changed! i mean there are still the same persons in my clss who don't really know me and care how i feel....they see me smile and think everythings fne but inside i feel like i have to cry because they aren't interest in how i feel
i have "friends" who like me and i like but they are the same. they don't ask, just care about themselves.
I'm so sick of this! that's what i reaally like about the amarican schoolsystem! you go to school and in every subject you meet other students....in my school there are just two classes in my age and i don't like anyone....i mean thay are nice but i don't need this people who act like likeing me and when i go they are like " what a bitch!"
i don't need it and they don't need me....so why am i here?
fuck 4 years till i finish school and i just wanna go!
it's first schoolday and i just wanna go.....what he hell's wrong with me?