ugh ugh ugh

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ugh ugh ugh

i haven't blogged in ages cause i guess i've had nothing to say.
but tonight i feel absoloutly shit so i feel like i need to vent.
basically i just feel like i'm under-achieving in every aspect of my life, but i have no motivation to change this (as much as i would LOVE some motivation) so i'm sorta stuck in a loop of nothingness. yay.
i feel like i'm not as good as people expect me to be and i'm fricking STRESSED with going back to school and suddenly having all this work piled on me that i can't manage.
i have a shit ton of music-related things to do for deadlines which are creeping closer and closer, and i haven't even managed to make a start on them.
sorry to moan and rant, it's just easier to type shit up where it's most likely no-one will read them, than to moan to someone i know and have them judge me and give shitty, half-hearted 'advice'.
i'll stop now though, so goodbye. alice x