Unlike last year my New Years Resolution will not be "to get skinny" and end up damaging my body more than I already was, instead my goal is for recovery. Starting tomorrow I will:
-Stick to The Butterfly Project
-Get through therapy
-Accept my body
-Put all my efforts into making my band work
-Be the best fucking lead guitarist I can be!
-Do the things I love more like writing
-Accept that I shouldn't rely on others for my happines
Basically I wanna be a stronger person by the end of next year. I start every year saying "I hope this will be better than last year" and like ever year I fucking hope 2013 is gonna be good!! Hopefully I'll manage to stick to my resolutions, and seeing MCR live would be nice but we'll have to see about that. ;)
So in the last few hours of 2012 I hope you guys are having a good night and looking forward to what awaits us in the future. A lot happened this year and it's be hard for a lot of people but we can forget about the past and in a few hours time have a fresh start tomorrow. New Year, New You. Right?
And remember: WE SURVIVED THE FUCKING APOCALYPSE!! So 2013? Bring it on!
Happy New Year guys!
