I don't even know what to call this.... shitty fucking day?

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I don't even know what to call this.... shitty fucking day?

My FVK show got cancelled. I've wanted to see them for two and a half years and I was finally gonna do that but Madina Lake had to cancel the show. I'm not one of those fans who throw a hissy fit when they can't go to gigs, and FYI I was travelling 4 hours to go to this and willing to wait 7 hours before hand just to meet them or get to the front, I'd camp outside and spend my entire lives savings if I could so saying that I'm upset would be an understatement! I don't blame them for this. I'm not mad or angry though because these things happen but I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't crying as I write this... I missed MCR twice in one year and then... you know... I love FVK almost as much as I love MCR so you have no idea how much I wanted to see them and meet them. And it was really really important for a friend that I talk to Shane (Barrone) for her, like super important. All their English fans have seen them like 4 times now, this was gonna their first show in Ireland. You have no idea who excited I was, I was thinking about that show 24/7 ever since I got the tickets. And no offense to any bands here because I do get that sometimes they can't afford to come or things come up but living here is like living in Narinia when it comes to gigs, countless number of bands have announced "World Tours" and even "UK Tours" and never came here. You know Irish people do actually listen to good music, I know some people seem to think we're all fucking farmers and know fuck all about anything modern as if we're stuck in fucking cottages with cows and no internet cause I've had people treat me like that so many times whenever I leave the country but it's not true! I love where I'm from but man it's really fucking hard to do anything!! I just always get my hopes up to see bands and they just never come or whenever they do it's for over 18s or something has to happen, so if someone comes it's a huge deal. Sorry guys it's just a really bad day... I'll stop complaining now...
-Ash xx