I am cringing!

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I am cringing!

Do you ever look back on stuff you did last year or the year before and think "why the fuck didn't anyone tell me I was such an idiot!?"?. I went all the way back to my very first blog which was over 70 pages of my account back and I was 14 at the time, I'm nearly 17 now. I acted like a child and don't get me started about how much I used "lol" or "XD", I then found my post I wrote just after seeing Reading and it looked like a 10 year old wrote it - but I was so fucking proud of them - I was so immature and at the time I thought I was so "wise" *facepalm* I read a fan-fic I completely forgot about, which wasn't actually bad cause I began to improve. For the first one I wrote spelling and grammar was awful, the story was alright but I still can't believe anyone actually read it!. What I can say is that I'm not as stupid as I was back then, I'm actually quite good at writing now if I do say so myself, but I'd rather forget about my existence from the ages of 11 to literally yesterday! My life is a giant embarrassment! Although I can see myself looking back on right now in a few months and thinking the exact same thing... but does anyone care to read the story I'm writing right now? It doesn't suck I swear!