I am way too awkwardly shy! Or maybe I'm just anti-social, well I DO talk to people so maybe just the awkwardly shyness. Well, maybe a combination of both. Whatever I am, I'll just tell you why. So, last week I was sitting in homeroom when my friend came it; and told me she found another fan of MCR and that general genre (she doesn't like MCR, but she knows how OBSESSED I am with them). I, since like everyone at my school like JB,1D, and all that music, I like practically almost screamed "WHO?". She said (I shall call her N for blogging reasons {I sound so professional saying that, I don't know why! Haha}) "N". She is in like 3 of my 4 classes this semester, including my favourite class: Strings, which is the class where we like aIl talk to eachother as good friends since there is only 7 people in the class. I guess I could say I know her enough to just have a conversation with her. She is in my first period class, and instead of going up to her and saying something MCR related, I decided to be anti-social and just sit in my seat. This happened for the other 2 classes too.
That's the only time I've been shy and anti-social, I just tend to not talk to people, I don't know why. Like, if someone starts a conversation with me, I WILL respond, but sometimes if I see people I know, I won't say hi to them. Or, if I have to do group work with anyone I don't really know, or anything basically, I will turn into a mouse and barely say anything. I wish I could just be less shy and just be able to talk to people. Meh.WHY CAN'T I TALK?? AM I LIKE HALF MIME OR SOMETHING? AGBIASUGDAI!
Also week, was when I was at Dollarama with my mom, and I saw one really close friends who I haven't seen since like Summer because she goes to a different school then me. Then, I noticed she was with another person I know, but I don't like her since she has made fun of me a lot calling me "ugly" and pretty much anything she can think of. She also made fun of my sister because she has Autium. I could've just ignored the fact, and say hello to my other friends, but I got scared and ran back down the aisle I was in; I basically stayed there until I saw they left.
Ok, thankyou for reading my blog about being socially awkward and mean people, Bye!
~Acid rainbow
