Tomorrow I have this christmas concert for my school; I play viola and OH MY GOD I'M FREAKING OUT! I get to perform in front of like 300 hundred people and it's getting broadcasted on TV! Oh joy. I HATE presenting in front of people! I get all nervous and dizzy and my face gets red and if I have to read anything I read it in like the speed of light. On top of that, I SUCK at playing my viola. , I always end up messing up the notes (like getting lost or playing the wrong, go too fast or slow, and I can NEVER play it in tune. Why did I even take music? I SUCK at anything MUSICAL! I just KNOW I'm gonna mess up or something! Why didn't I just take art? Oh wait, I suck at art too! WHY AM I SO AWFUL AT STUFF!?!?! Well, music is my favourite class, but that's only because my teacher is actually awesome, and there's only like 7 (literally) people in our class so we feel kind closer and stuff, and they're all awesome too! But my mark is the lowest our of my semester. But AUGHAUAHGDGUHG! I'm so nervous!!! I'm gonna mess up!! I just know it! Well, atleast I'm not playing alone. I would be like ISBEWIEFGHWEOHWFIWEGVQEOEFGEFUIERBGUE if I was and would like, I don't know, run to Narnia or something if I had to do that infront of so many people. Meh, sorry for this freakout rant; with me luck that I'm gonna atleast not faint or something. Bye.
~Acid rainbow
